there are many things i need to learn

regardless of what i think of things

prelims are not over, but i've got a 2 day break before bio mcq on fri. THEN ITS OVER.

then again, there's still another month before the end. but the 2 days of freedom we have before school begins are precious and not to be soured by worries, pressures and stress :)

honestly, i'm in more of a hurry for school to end than for A's. these 2 years, while academic pressures are madly intense (and sometimes unbearable), it is not the worst of it all. but i don't think there are any regrets and i don't want to turn back the clock to restart it. never looked forward more than ever in my life. but still with apprehension.

the what-ifs and the so-hows of life :)


i want to see F1!!!

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ah.

the pressure's on!

i'm glad that so far i'm still able to sleep at night, as it was before the jcts. sometimes it seems so awfully difficult, yet forced to press on because there is so much at stake. i hope eventually i will realise it was worth the effort, the frustrations and the stress. i don't want to give up now.

today was exhausting. draining.

worry about the past,worry about the future, which suddenly seems so bleak.

humanism, atheism,or religion?

i think time is passing way too fast. i conclude that the earth is spinning a little faster, clocks and watches tick with greater frequency, speed of everything on this planet is increasing rapidly. the reason why there hasn't been any news on scientific research on this strange phenomena is that it is hardly strange, but a concerted effort by the evil aliens of the society to sentence us to death by time deficit.

in my next life, i would like to be an extraterrestrial.

so, is this designed to kill slowly or torturously, to break us before the end, or done with good intentions?